Fuck your balaclava

the modernity that knitwear fashion has taken on is absolutely fucking horrendous. 

im sorry 

I know y'all love being crafty and its a fun thing to do with your hands and it makes you feel empowered blah blah blah 

pack it up Martha Stewart 

I don't care 

im not sorry 

its ugly 

most of the time at least 

I like reallllllly fine knitwear. using a super almost thread like yarn and it looks all Lacey and dainty. that is okay. but generally 

the trends among young women, queer people, lobotomized skater boys trying to impress a girl. the trends of DIY clothes like embroidering onto a thrifted t shirt or painting on a pair of jeans or learning the most basic crochet stitch to make a balaclava tiktok Im just so exhausted. 

It perpetuates the boring idea of women work. I don't care if its historical, I don't like it. The balaclava is an exhausting waste of resources. using plastic yarn from Michaels to make a fucking hood for yourself. like I hate it. 

Recently saw an interview with Drew Barrymore where she talked about asking a man if he was single in Central Park. She talks about the moment after she caught his interest, she took off her BALACLAVA all shampoo commercial like. Im sorry but what the actual fuck has happened that made a middle aged celebrity with so much money and fresh fashion at her fingertips is wearing a stupid knithood that a bunch of 14 year olds on tiktok popularized. 

slay to the 14 year olds for having a talent for making anything look cute and fun on social media. but I can't support it when Drew Barrymore is fitted up in them too

COMing back to this post after two months with more to add. 

Important to note I have not re read what ive already written and I do not plan on it. So if I repeat myself- Sorry- hope you can power  through it and keep reading cause you just loveeee what I have to say❤️

Since writing last, the weather has become warmer, and I am seeing less balaclava on my timeline- and for that im so incredibly  thankful. It got to a point pressing not interested on people that I likes socials if they were posted up talking about their balaclava. I could not take it anymore. 

Since seeing the vomit inducing amount of knitwear Coachella outfits... I am simply boredddd. I get it- knit wear is breathable, for the most part soft, and very customizable.  But do you really want to look like every other bitch? I guess the whole point of Coachella is to dress up in what you think is trendy which also means every bitch walks in looking the same while thirsting over whatever famous white boy is on the other side of the VIP fence. But I simply do not understand. I really don't think it is that flattering. like if you want a see through outfit- wear mesh. \but that's my opinion. 

I guess there is one thing to say about knitwear -  

It has become the soft girls mesh.

Mesh, fishnets and cut up clothes have always had a very edgy and I can see where that restricted the softer more cute pastel pink wearing Mfers when they wanted to be naked as fuck. 

Knitwear does that- it allows them to be cute and risqué without harsh lines and colors. 

I respect anyone that wants to look naked as fuck in their fit- SO for the soft girls to find their mesh, I am happy. That does not mean Im fucking with it. But I can be proud of them for finding their own suitable naked fit. 

Okay im sick of thinking about knitwear- But I really just need these thoughts on the internet cause Im crazy and need an outlet to spew my bullshit. 

Hope your feelings got hurt and if they didn't then SLay❤️

SHake ASS 

FAME 

ORD pain in my ass

Photo TYLER bestie roomie❤️

 Sitting in the Terminal 1 Lufthansa check in desk, waiting for it to OPEN. apparently niche airline desks are not open all the time like American ones are. I say that as if Lufthansa isn't one of the most major airlines in Europe... SOO fucked up if you ask me. My ass got here 4 hours before my flight because I have to check a bag that I haven't planned or paid to check. I neeeeeed this bag on the flight. If has the things I love most in the world. My sneakers, belts, sharp tools, and glycolic acid. 

Got my belly pierced, feeling infected already. 

 Thinking about how slayed architecture in airports is. so brutal so bright so drain. Fuck this post 9/11 world I want to be able to hang out in airports. Oh my god or smoke on the plane. If I could smoke cigarettes through the 9 hour flight, It would go way faster. At least Im seated in the Emergency Exit. Except with my sickly ass appearance they tend to profile me and move my seat before I can even get on the plane. How they manage to test my strength with their eyes is beyond me, Isn't the whole point of being a flight attendant to be like skinny and cute. Like cmon y'all. I look just like that. 

I was drinking bourbon and waltzing last night, now im sitting in an uncomfortable chair singing Bon Iver in my head too tweaked and lazy to get out my headphones and listen to the real thing. But I think I should listen to the new bladee song so im gonna stop writing for a moment and listen to bladee. 

Catch yall in a few. 

update I never came back to this post. its been 12 days. That's okay im here now. 

dressing myself has been an absolute shit show recent. I like having all my things out and in front of me. Object permanence is what inspires me to be as fitted as I am. There is no room in this apartment to have all buy shit out and about. the little amount of shit that I even have with me too. It so sad. All of my fits look like my chicago depression fits. hoping the warm weather allows me to develop new fashion brain. god.

 Living such a cold and simple life. Really is kind of wonderful though 

The clothes here are sooo scary. Like y'all realllllly love wearing trench coats huh?  sad for y'all. 

Simply never been a trench kind of girl. Unless its cool as fuck but even then it can't be worn with a sweatshirt and trousers. like that is so fucking boring and scary. Im sorry to anyone who loves trenthcoats with loungewear but no im not like shut up your not French. Even if you are French... Shut the fuck up. It ugly. 

Okay I think this post is too scattered to say anymore. I will save my mean and angry opinions for another post where I can sound a little more organized. Or at least attempt. 

with LOVE 

shake ASS

FAME x0x0