Happy New Year to Chicago and the rest of the world. I spent the new year in New York in the pouring rain. Shoutout New York I had a more favorable time compared to all the other time I've spent there- but then I got deathly ill so maybe that New York state of mind isn't for me. Now I'm in Berlin and slowly but surely finding my way back into a peaceful mind. I have hope that 2025 will be a good year, Ive got a pretty decent feeling thus far. Practicing gratitude and performing intellegence.
After the 2025 Ins and Outs I figured now would be the best time to list off 25 things I cant live without
in no particular order...
1. Bloody Mary Adjacent Drank
2. Nepo Babies
3. Being Silly on Instagram
4. Maldon Sea Salt. Eat it straight out of the bag. I keep a box of that shit next to my bed.
5. Locking In and Killin Em
6. Wishing I could still Smoke Weed
7. Stomping my feet and throwing my arms down pretending to have a tantrum
8. FOCUS House Music for ADHD: playlists
9. Kim Kardashian's BBL. I think about it a lot. I wrote about 4 essays over my final two years of college about the Kim K phenomenon. I think she's perfect.
10. My Special Sparkle
11. Growling back when the dishwasher makes a noise
12. Violence
13. Bennett. We have been best friends since we was 8 or 9 years old. When we were in fourth grade a girl in our class pretended to kill herself and when the school found out she claimed that we told her to do it. Thats the type of friendship we have I guess. She also taught me how to read out loud around the same time that year. We live together now. Very wholesome shit. I miss her a lot now that Im in Berlin.
14. The 20 year old ziplock bag of Jolly Ranchers my grandmother carries around with her.
15. The point in time when I was really into seeing how many times I could punch myself in the face before my nose bled. Also that time a twink from oak park broke my nose(on accident... I'm no bitch).
16. My ability to stay angry forever
17. Acting Homophobic
18. Black G-Fazos
19. Eating a Hotdog at a White Sox Game
20. Sexting British People
21. One good keg stand a year
22. When my lungs make that death rattle sound
23. Having that one sexy hangover every once in a while that makes the world feel like rainbows
24. Thirst Trapping for God
25. Gratitude
